It was a Saturday morning, when Ruhi woke up late from sleep;
she noticed everyone was hustling around. Dad was going for market; mom was
busy cleaning up the house with two servant maids help! Saturday - weekends starts
with lazy moods, but today was not normal.
Seeing Ruhi awake her parents rushed to her side and slowly
the secret was unleashed. Her Papa’s friend’s family was on their way to met
them, actually Her! It was arranged with an intention of marriage proposal.
Ruhi was annoyed a little, but she knew her parents won’t force anything on
her. So she didn't worry much. They
promised her that if and if -only she liked them, the proposal will be proceed,
other wise there was no compulsion.
Since the guy’s family was coming to see her in two hours
time, she couldn't do much makeup, and she didn’t wanted too. So causally she
wore a green slawar suite with bright orange embroidery works and waited
without any excitement or anxiousness of how the guy was or his family. She
didn't bother to ask the details form her parents too, as she believed nothing
can happen on a meet. It was just like other normal day for her to get over
with.
When the fathers’ friends’ family came she didn’t bother to
look at the guy too. Once they settled their parents started exchanging and
updating their life’s events. He tried to look at her in-between talks but
could only see her tender hands decorated with few orange bangles; her nails
where cleanly cut and didn’t have the colorations of nail-polish. She was a simple
girl with less decoration. It was a relief for him. But he wanted to see her
and talk with her to accept her as a life-partner.
Seeing his sons wonder gaze, his father pulled the topic of
their visit. Where is your daughter, ask her to come and sit with us, we all
like to do some chit chat with her.
The girls came by and did a traditional Namaste gesture with
her hands and took a seat near her father.
She was not shy, she was well composed, with good manners, acceptable
fashion trends, and beautiful.
He could say he didn't like her, nor he liked her. So to
know her better he asked the girl’s father’s permission to talk with her in
private.
She took him to the backyard garden, the sun was setting for
the day- it was twilight. She offered him a seat in the swing constructed under
the mango-tree, and kept her stand near the tree trunk. Still she felt little
shy to look at him. There was only silence, only the chipping of birds was
heard. But the thoughts in his minds were racing with the winds.
Then they starred at each others eye, and
Her round eyes behind the specs, communicated trust,
passion, innocent..literally every thing that he experienced before and roused
few other emotions which was new to him. In his heart he knew, there is no come back from this fall.
Is that her presence which make things around me was
pleasant and happy. The happy cries of birds coming home, the returning of the
sun to his home, the nodding acquaintance of the tree to me! What did it all
say? does the nature indicate that I
found my souls home?
She was dazzled. Completely blank, her entire system was
plugged off. Her heart skipped a beat, her brains collapsed with a memory, and
her conscious was unconscious by the sight.
Time ticked by…
He made the first attempt to speak, but found his tongue was
suddenly caught between his teeth, there was signaling error from brain to
vocal cord which failed to communicate the thought aroused. He knew as long as he looked into her eyes,
he can’t be himself.
He took his eyes off from her and saw the sky and remarked
“Hi, it’s nice to meet you. I’m Yedhin.”
As he spoke he fought the strong urge to look at her again. He
realized that, where ever he gazed the beautiful flower, the green plants,
magnificent tree, nothing was as lively or rejuvenating
, as
her nostalgic eyes were. Is this love at first sight?
His voice had the opposite effect on her, unlike his sight, his
deep manly voice, made her heart beat faster, her brain waves rushed in and her
self-consciousness retrieved.
She replied like a charmed snake “Hi, I’am Ruhi”.
Ruhi..soul. Yes indeed you are my soul, he thought. Surprised
by his own behavior he suppressed a laugh.
Ruhi watched his unsuccessful silent laugh and got confused
and concluded he didn't like her name and thought that if he didn't like the
name, he can address her with pet name of his likes. That thought caught her
off warranted. I didn't know who he is? What is he? Just an exchange of glance
with him, makes me trade my name! I am over reacting?
But that was not a mere exchange of glance, it was of
heart!
Yes I have read that eyes are door of heart. Now I
experienced it. Too many thoughts bubbled and she broke it thinking that he may
think that she is little dull-headed if, she took so much time to respond.
Ruhi continued “Nice to meet you too. Actually my dad
informed me with a short notice that you and your family would like to meet me,
on your trip to Chennai. I was not prepared to this”.
“Yes it was same with
me. I even disagreed to meet you. Suggested my parents that, at least I would
see the photo of the girl, if I like then we would proceed. But it was too
late. Communication was done by that time” spilled out Yedhin, breaking the
ice.
Ruhi and Yedhin were again consumed in their own waves of
thoughts.
Ruhi was confused - did he regret coming here? He didn’t
like me? But he didn’t say that? Did he? I can’t make out anything from his
face. And I don’t have the moral courage to look at that magnificent face and
powerful eyes, once again.
Yedhin thought this is the best moment of my life; of course
I want her beside me to have these moments everlasting. Does it really matter
if I don’t know her? Will knowing her hobby, interest, qualification will
change any of my desire to be with her? So let me tell her straight way how she
influencing me? How her first sight has evoked the subtle emotions in me? Shall
I ask her to marry me? Will she think I am un-gentle, over reactive person?
What does she think about me? Did I create a similar impact at least the smallest
in hers?
The twinkling in their hearts reflected in the skies as
stars. Ruhi’s father’s appearance made them aware of a world outside them.
Ruhi’s father told it was time for dinner, and they should join the others.
Both followed him to the dinning. Ruhi felt there was too much of noise in side
the house. What was there to talk so much about? Similarly Yedhin was irritated
and annoyed as the others disturb his silent thoughts.
Ruhi wished that she could see his face, without his notice,
just once. So she consciously shifted her gaze to the place where she expected
him to be. But again their eyes met and same phenomena occurred.
To their surprise they noticed that dinner was finished and
it was time to leave.
Worried by their kids strange reaction towards each other,
parents concluded that, they won’t force them to commit or even comment. Let
them take their own time to surface even their opinion.
Yedhin was annoyed for the first time with his father. He
thought why my “I-knew-the-best-for-you” father didn't force his decision on
all?
Ruhi eyed her mom who understood all her moods and emotion
well didn't understand her today? Why didn't she say my daughter likes your son
very much and start the dramatic scene of distributing sweets and why in her
house they failed to play a romantic number of A.R. Rhaman’s composition?
Nothing was told, nothing was exchanged and they said
goodbyes to each other, wishing never to be parted again with goodbyes.
As Ruhi’s parents behaved so well and didn’t ask her any thing
about Yedhin, she felt sad and wished if she had a sister, she would have
understood her condition and voiced her willingness to their parents. This
thought of sibling and an aid to vent her feeling reminded her about her best
friend Mohan. She skulled at the thought how the Yedhin was tampering her
memories, how could she forget her best friend Mohan, when she needed to vent
all her feelings. She was dialing his number and they arranged to meet in
coffee-day tomorrow for lunch.
Mohan was Ruhi’s best friend and voice of her thought most
of the time. Their friendship was well bonded in two years. It was difficult to
say whether similarity of thoughts and interest bonded them or their wants to
be friends. It was an eternal bond of joy, freedom and action. Mohan eyes popped out when he saw half
past-last minute get ready friend was waiting for him, in the cafe. He sensed
some thing fishy and one glance at Ruhi confirmed his suspicion.
“What’s up Ru? Is it love?” he asked with a crooked smile.
Ruhi flushed and tuned pink, he didn’t tease her this time,
but was concerned, what happened to her overnight? But he waited for her to
recover and spill it out.
But the time tickled his friend never recovered; she was
lost in some memory.
He thought it was enough to act as a gentleman, and asked
her out right.
“Who is he? Everything was fine till Friday, over one single
day what can happen? Or Ru you where hiding me something?”
She is not good in hiding something like this to me, or she
should be good hider, he thought. But all of a sudden then why she wants reveal
it? Is she in trouble? He couldn't clearly read anything from her face as it
was mixture of anxiety, confusion, worry and even tint of anger. Mohan was concerned and Ru’s strange silence
was not helping him.
Slowly Ruhi tried to narrate everything to Mohan. She
thought actually there was nothing to narrate as such, “Saturday evening my
father’s friends’ family came along with their son, to meet me. The meeting was
arranged from the point of marriage proposal from both the families. Since it
was short notice, I didn't have time inform you Mohan nor that did I give much
importance to this meeting. But Mohan I don’t know what happened whether
everything fall in place or I felled out. I knew one thing sure– I’m in love,
with him, unconditionally and irrationally”.
Mohan was shocked by the magnitude of her words and
truthfulness of her eyes. And confused by the sadness, in her eyes. It was mystery
to him how can she fell for guy on just one meet? Do they know each other as
acquaintance, family friends? When he voiced his questions to Ru, she surprised
him by her answers.
“NO, I don’t even remember his face exactly; all I could
recollect was his lovely mesmerizing round black eyes.”
“If it’s some kind of prank you are trying on me Ru, I am
telling you its not working”.
“No idiot. Do I look like pulling jokes on you? I am
serious. I waited whole day for my parents to bring this issue up, so I can
voice my interest, but consciously they avoided this topic. So I came to you to
vent it out and seek help, but you are not even trying to hear it out fully”
shouted irritated Ruhi.
“chill out Ru, have your coffee and tell me everything, I
am hear to listen to you and help you. First let’s attack the food come.” Mohan
sensible asked Ru to have beverage, which may help her to clam down and think straight.
Hot coffee and cool music did help. Ru confessed that she liked Yedhin very much and she was dazzled when their eyes meet each other and she couldn’t think or say anything to him. All that she could make out in their short conversation was - he didn’t like her name. When she mentioned, he literally laughed at it. She didn’t have any fine idea of what he thinks about her? And she doesn't know how to address it to her parents. Even though if she managed to convey her interest through her family, what will be his reaction? What if he doesn't like her?”
“Okie, I got everything clear, please don’t complicate it
with complex sentences, and tell me what should I do for you? Should I talk
with your parents or should I spy over the guy? Anything for you … uhmm for my
friendship Ru.”
Ruhi rolled her eyes and laughed at Mohan’s maniac bollywood
dialogues. And she holed his hands and said “Thank you” because she knew if
wanted he will do this for her and their friendship.
Mohan snapped back saying “return the favor in my needy
times”. And they laughed at each their.
“If you can mange to track him through social networks, and
if I get to know his friends, interest and if I met him again, I will mange to
talk with him and do anything and everything to convince him to accept my love”
Ruhi managed to say and returned to her sulky moods.
Mohan saw the desperation of his friend’s state but still
didn’t understand why she wants to convince him? Is that love happens by
itself? It doesn’t need any reasons or platforms? But what she is trying to do?
Ru is a sensible and responsible girl, but what happened to her? The girl who
sits opposite to me is entirely a stranger to me now, at least. May be this new
moods and confusion made Ru, un-understanble to her parents? But if she behaved like this, which is not usually
her, will He ever see her originality? Or as she said will she redesign her in
accordance to him? Does she want to do that?
Mohan refrained from
saying his opinion that it would hurt her, and nodded “whatever you want, Ru”.
But Mohan was disturbed by a few other things parallely. He saw a guy and a
small girl was watching them, from the opposite side toy shop some time before. And now those two were entering the coffee shop
and walking towards their table.
He tried to shooed him away saying “we are not done yet.”
Since there was no moment he looked up and noticed the guy was staring at Ru.
Unaware of these things Ru has looking at her coffee cup and skulking.
“Hi” said the guy. Ruhi’s heart beat faster, her brain waves
rushed in and her self-consciousness retrieved. It was the same reaction again
surprised her, she lifted her head to she meet his gaze again, the phenomena
continued.
It was Yedhin. He was watching his Ruhi, talking with a guy
very seriously in the coffee shop. Even from that distance he didn’t miss the
sorrow in Ruhi’s eye.
This troubled him.
He promised himself, if Ruhi was sad because of the turn of
events yesterday, he was sure to mend it for her. He saw that they where holding each others
hands. The very site of it evoked jealously in him, he have watched this
feeling in countless movies and read about it. It was for the first time he
experienced it.
He whishes that he was in the place of that guy, just to
hold her hands, just once to open up his heart to tell how he felt about her,
just once. But his heart told him he was too late. Over whelmed by the thought
Yedhin approached their table.
This time when Ruhi locked eyes with him, he decided if Ruhi
loves this guy, I will help them to get married, in which ever way they wanted.
At least by supporting Ruhi, I can stay in her memory if not in her heart.
Mohan without introduction understood who the guy was and the
impact his friend was going through. He interrupted them “Ru is it Yedhin?”
Yedhin was turning red with jealousy; anger was mounting up
when he heard him address her RU. He was fighting inside his head to accept the
truth Ru is not his.
Since there was no reaction from Ru, Mohan went on to
introduce himself “ Hi, I am Ruhi’s best buddy.
The word buddy was retrieving Yedhin dead heart; everything
was in alive and colorful again. Why was he behaving like this, where was his
matured thoughts? His self-esteem? Do I love her that much? Yedhin head was swing with the turn of events.
You must be Mr.Yedhin?”
Completed Mohan.
Ruhi must have told about me to him then? Why? If she discusses
me to her best pal, then there is hope of ray. He never wanted to miss a chance
to ask her what she felt about him. He buttoned the courage and asked in a
reflex. “Ruhi, I liked you when I saw, I
love you very much. Do you love me? Do you at least like me?”
There was silence for eternity to kill Yedhin patience;
finally he saw Ruhi nodded her head.
But he was confused again, did she nod? Or I am seeing
things I wanted to?
So moved near her hold her chin in his palms, lifted her
face, looked into her eyes and asked again “Do you love me?” “Yes, I do love you very much”.
The magic continued ever after.